DIY Polaroid Wall

I adore polaroids. I like how they are compact and take pictures instantly. It's so easy to capture the moment and keep it close. These pictures fade away, just like memories and i don't think that's a flaw. That's one of the reasons why I love them. Not only that, you can also keep them in you wallet, your back pocket, pinned down to your wall. They are so easy to exist in our everyday lifes. They aren't like photo albums. Covered in dust, forgotten. They are magical. They aren't heavy, professional digital cameras that take well planned pictures. They are light, full of flaws, but the magic they guarantee you makes up for all of them.

Objectivity.

A few weeks ago I run into a thought and I couldn't get rid of it. I had to come up with a solid conclusion and honestly after hours of thinking I think I reached a level when it's no longer a thought but an entire belief. I keep repeating myself but we really do love to make up words we can't define. Objectivity is one of them. But it doesn't stop there. It's not only a word without definition, it's also a word that represents nothing. Idea of it is such abstract that it is impossible for it to be and happen. We all see and understand everything how we want to. We all represent a point of view, a unique way of percepting the world. There's impartiality, but not objectivity. I know it seems like they are synonyms but i don't think so. The more I thought about it the more they grew apart. And now I can't seem to find any common features between them. Objectivity is unreachable, It's incompatible with human nature.

Spring, apparel and afternoon walks

Gloomy days are becoming more of a memory than a regular every day experience and sun rays are hitting my face once again. I think it's finally safe to say that spring is upon us. I am convinced that this year's spring won't be as cold and snowy as last year's. I even bought apparel in different colours than black and grey and switched my combat boots into Converse. My mind and surrounding are very much ready to welcome my favourite season. Hopefully it will come soon and won't disappoint me. I am very excited to finally wake up to green scenery outside my window every day and be able to go on afternoon walks just in my hoodie.

The side effect of my procrastination

There's honestly nothing wrong with homework. When it's liveable amount. Right now I am drowning in papers and dead lines yet still I seem to have time to write a blog post... Yeah you guessed it. I in fact am the queen of procrastination.
I like studying. Studying other people, small streets in between Warsaw's coffee shops, fun facts about countries I want to go to... I like studying all the little things. I like studying by experience. But when I'm in a classroom only seeing the information... It can get quite depressing I would say. You read about these amazing places and see this beautiful pictures in you geography book, but you can't actually see them.
You read about the Eiffel tower and know its height by heart but you have never actually seen it. In my opinion the height of Eiffel tower is absolutely irrelevant to my existence or happiness. I personally would really like to know what does the atmosphere of that place feel like. I would like to see people taking pictures, making memories... not rushing from one place to another. I wish world wasn't so busy and strict. Most of us are cursed to follow the schema...
Anyway as I was saying, studying would be much more pleasant if it was based on experience... But life is how it is. All we can do is hope and work and eventually we might experience what we've learnt. How pity is that?

Irrelevant.

Brought to you by my sickness, today I will be giving y'all some life updates. Thursday morning I woke up completly safe and sound but as the day went by my fig was getting worse. My throat was starting to ache but i ignored that annoying fact and went along with my schedule. Oh what a horrible mistake that was. As I reached home (the best thing ever after a long school day) my entire body started to ache. Soon enough cough joined the spectacle. But I still had an awful amount of homework to do and no time to take medicine. Sounds completly reasonably, doesn't it? Well it obviously wasn't because now here I am cuddled up in bed with a fever after another long day of ignoring my symptoms. I am feeling very poorly and dizzy and it's such a shame because surprisingly I had plans for Saturday. No not a date or anything crazy like that, just a simple hung out with my bestie who happens to have her prom on vday. And now I am stuck arguing with myself wether I should or shouldn't meet up with her despite of how gruesome I feel. Woah did I just really write an entire paragraph this long about my irrelevant flu? Well I guess I'm just gonna keep that information in because well I put time into writing this and it also carries an amazing warning with it. Make a doctor appointment the first second you start feeling poorly or you'll end up in bed not able to move while every single inch of your body is in terrible pain. Thank you very much for your time, take care!

Perception is what truly matters.

This world is crazy. Our generation is over obsessing over the looks, the flat stomach but in the same time everyone seems to be so pro equality, self love and all of these positive headlines. So why people are still suffering from depression or self hate if we all want the same thing which is self loving generation? Of course I am not talking about vanity, please don't mix this things up. Self love or confidence are in no way vanity on optimal level. Self love is when you are able to put your great features over your imperfections and adore that amazing person you are. After all, your body is just a body and all that matters is personality. Of course looks matter, we all know that and there is no point in denying it but they are just a little part of you, not all of you. We need to keep that in our minds. 

Sometimes I see these beautiful girls crying over a little bit of fat on their belly or the fact that they don't have the size two. Honestly who cares? No matter how hard you try your personality will always be bigger and more important than what your body is like. So teach yourself that your perception of yourself isn't everyone's perception of you. Well all value different features both body and personalitywise, so instead of hating yourself, work on yourself and look for somebody who will fall in love with your perfect imperfections.

Now it is your time to pick, which side of the picture are you? Hateful or loving? Depressed or happy? I hope you like your choices and that they make you happy. If not, it's never too late to make a change.

Fresh start? A change?

yaaaaay 2015, now let's all act like we're going to change and like new year really means a difference when in fact it doesn't. The only thing that changes is a date. You woke us just like you did yesterday, the day before yesterday and the day before the day before yesterday... you know what I mean. Of course I believe that new day, year, month etc. are kind of a way of having a new, fresh start but if you want to make a change in your life just do it. Set goals not resolutions and work hard do accomplish them. It doesn't matter if you set them as the year starts or ends. What matters is if you stick to your choices and live the life you want to live. I hope you all get to experience living that life starting in 2015 until the last day you'll see that beautiful, messed up world we live in. Good luck.

Now let's all act like this pictures relate to this post in any way